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Using Porn at Work

Posted on September 9th, 2018 in Men Confessions

I’m such a fool. Several times I have looked at porn at work. A lot of times I use the whole workday to look at porn, fantasize, and such. Yesterday was no exception. I stayed after hours and waited until everyone was gone to masturbate. How could I do such an idiotic thing? For one I know it is a sin, and I am well aware of the damage I am causing to myself, my relationship with God, and my employer (by stealing their time to do these things). Not to mention contributing to the human trafficking issue and putting myself at risk and the company at risk. I think of suicide or at least castration often (I know this is not the answer only God has the right to take my life). I want to come clean but at the same time, I do not want to confess it to unbelievers (though I can’t say much for myself). I am well aware that my employer can find out what I’ve been doing and the repercussions of that are something I fear. I often feel like I’ve gone too far for God’s forgiveness. I need to be reminded of truth but most importantly I want this all behind me. I want to make it right but I fear that involves confessing it to my employer. I wish I was a man of God. I do well for a few days and then all I can think of is sexual related things. Pray for me.

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