Need complete freedom
I’m ordained but struggle with sexual impurity. I’m caught with looking for stimulation from anything that is impure. If I give up sex chat, I’m pulled toward movie clips that are racy. If I give up movies, I’m pulled toward images online. It is always something. I love to be attractive to the opposite sex, and I love to feel women respond to me. It is quite a power play that is affirming. What I sense I need is complete devotion to my wife and satisfaction in the Lord. I’d appreciate you prayers that I truly find that freedom and help my wife to feel like queen.