I’ve was born and raised a Christian. Then I fell deep into online pornography and it’s hard to think of myself as a follower. My anxiety has been a problem since junior high and pornography and it’s consequences sometimes makes me feel like I can’t breathe. Every time I tell myself that was the last time but it never is. I have low self-esteem and although sometimes I seem to.have it under control, a lot of the time instil caring about sin or not day or night I just open the internet and look and I’m back at square one.
I wish I could take it all back and feel like a good person again.