Is it even possible
At this point I feel so ashamed because I’m not sure I can live without masturbating. I’ve done it since I was 13 off and on and then I said I’m going to stop and I did for a while but I fall all over again. I used to always have a sense of hope that I could live without it but now I feel like I’m such a liar when it comes to repentance that who am I kidding I’ll probably fail again. Still I want to be free from this.