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Going to the Next Level of Porn Addiction

Posted on July 19th, 2018 in Men Confessions

I have been addicted to porn for years, watching it gives me a high that I assume is the same as a drug addiction. I’m married to a wonderful woman and we have a great Son together. I recently progressed to watching gay men ejaculate finding this to would arouse me as the old hardcore porn I’ve been watching was not providing the same feeling. I know it is wrong and still watched. I truly don’t have a desire to be with another man, but something about watching someone climax was a turn on. I then went out of town to see this in real life in a dirty bathhouse for Gay people. My intent was to watch others and masturbate myself, but quickly found myself in a bad situation with strangers. I was touched and kissed and instantly left horrified. I’ve not slept or ate much since not knowing if I may have contracted a disease from this awful brief time. I told my wife and we currently are left in a situation of how to progress. I’ve reached out to my pastor in help finding Jesus as i have not spoken to him since my mother died from cancer in 2014. I believe this is my demon and I need support. I’m broken and feeling so alone bringing this upon myself and the very ones I love. I need Jesus more than ever before to guide me and take this addition away. I need support as I have tried to stop in the past with watching porn.

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