I feel like there’s another person in me
I’m young. Married a gorgeous woman. Am successful. I have always struggled with porn. No matter how good I’m doing or how many things I tell myself or my wife, I’m broken and have always been broken. I can’t believe I do this to my wife… She would have been better off with someone else. I lie to myself and can’t break this. 20 years of porn addiction. I want this to be done. I want my wife to love me. I want to love my wife. I want to love myself. I know it can’t happen now but I just want this all over with.